causedarlingiamanightmare:

Hi taylorswift. This is a second tentative to make you see what I did for Columbus night 1 on 9/17. Unfortunately I didn’t manage to show it to you in person, but I’d like you to see what I did :)

I have been very down lately because of a break up, I miss him, he was my boyfriend and my best friend. He is a great person, but it just looks like right now is not the time for us to be together, and it kills me everyday.

Watching you live again made me feel alive, even though once it was over, I felt the worse feeling ever. Trust me, gluing all these sequins worked as a therapy, helped me distract myself from the feelings Ive been trying not to feel.
When I realized the concert was over, that the count down to see you was over, and I had no sequins to glue anymore, all the sadnesses sank in at once.

I’m trying to be strong every day since then.
It’s been hard, but I know it’ll pass.

I just wanted to know that you saw what I did and that you always make me feel a bit better without even knowing it.
Thanks for being so awesome.

taylorswift
tree-paine